Fine. Someone without shade cannot understand the light. painting is the only breakthrough in my life. There may be some side branches besides paintings, but they are all sources that start from me. Art work can come out only when I pour everything out generously, melting my essence out and expressing it. So even if I am the only one I have on this city, it is okay because I am the breakthrough itself. Let's not be too sad. I hold the key to everything, so I can make my life. To be a true master of life, you must do self-conquest and self-rule. By affirming myself as I can end the suffering, I can eventually lead life better. I am sure I will do it.